ruminations

So, I just got back to the house having spent the night....elsewhere.
This place really doesnt seem like home anymore.
It is getting harder and harder to be here now....part of me is scared to make that final break but I know it must be done. Odd, I have known that this day was coming, I have known this for 6 yeare now...but as the end approaches it becomes scary. I suppose it is like the Stockholm syndrome.....one becomes so accustomed to ones captors that it becomes hard to imagine them not being there anymore.
I need to take this step.....it is the right thing to do, it is the only right thing to do.