Regrets

In retrospect, I am astonished my how many people I have hurt and by how much damage I have done by doing what I believed to be the right thing at the time. I guess I began early, for whatever reason, I was somewhat of a disappointment to my parents, enough of a disappointment for them to effectively isolate me from my siblings and to deny me affection enough as to make relationships difficult for me in later life.
I have progressed through my life proving to be a greater and greater disappointment to each person unlucky enough to become attached to me.
I leave behind me two failed marriages and more importantly I have become estranged from my two beautiful daughters whom I love dearly....but I am told that noone is without value...I guess my value is that I serve as a bad example.